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March 24, 2004 7:42PM

All The Things That I Used To Say...
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

I updated and my computer restarted on its own, and I lost the entire entry. I wrote for about twenty minutes, so I had written a lot.I basically wrote about how I really really hate my life and then gave a detailed explaination as to why. I'm not writing it again because now I want to kill someone.

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March 23, 2004 5:58PM

So Tired... of Everything
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

I lay here wondering... where the hell is Linzie?I'm very depressed for the last while... I hate everything and I don't want to open my eyes. ever.

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March 21, 2004 3:03AM

They Stole The Love From Us
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

I've been playing three games, about equally the last few days. I haven't gotten far enough into any of them to write an official review, but I can give a quick rundown of what I think so far...


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March 19, 2004 3:30AM

and we'll hang ourselves by the english fire...
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

The Jordmiester! So I didn't get much of any sleep last night, an hour, a half hour.. I dunno, something very small like that. So after my Professional Development class (view class website) Ben and I sat in a computer lab for about two hours, waiting for our next class, but I got so tired and bored, that I just couldn't take it anymore and I came home.

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March 17, 2004 10:34PM

Can You Save Me From Myself... (Head Full of Ghosts)
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

I missed school today. I was up and ready at 7:00am, but when I went out, Ben was still in bed and I was pretty sure Maggie had stayed over or whatever because I saw her shoes when I got home from Linzies at 4. So I figured Ben was staying home with her again, cause he wasn't up for school, and as everyone knows I'm incredibly weak and didn't want to make the trip to school on my own, so I just went back in my room and fell asleep.


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March 16, 2004 7:20PM

Retard
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

Hello, I'm on the brink of freaking out on my wall because Linzie is being a retard that makes no sense and how can I fight with someone illogical? So here it is, Linzie was supposed to come over at 12:30 before I went to school. I stayed home from school to spend the day with her. She decided that because it was snowy and windy outside (in Canada? IN WINTER? HOLY SHIT!!) to make the ten minute walk over, so instead of spending a nice day of laying together, flirting, playing games, kissing and hugging, watching TV, eating a nice dinner (chicken, veggies and potatos), she figured it wasn't worth the sacrifice of being temporarily cold for ten minutes.

I just can't understand that... I can't understand why someone can justify giving up a 15 hour day with someone they claim to 'love' for the sole reason of 'i didn't want to be cold'. I mean.. ten minutes of cold for 15 hours (YES HOURS) of time with someone you supposidly love... I just don't get it. I just can't be okay with it and say I understand and then feel fine. I'm fucking pissed off out of my mind because I'm not worth being cold over. I'm not worth anything to anyone.

People say shit to you, even those you think you're closest to, and they don't mean a fucking shred of it. It's all stupid bullshit they say because they think they have to, but when it comes down to, it's all complete bullshit. Well fuck you.

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March 10, 2004 10:28PM

Uncomfort, Annoyance and Irritating
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

The Fetish Masquerade played tonight and I was regrettibly unable to attend due to having no one to go with, no way to get home, no idea where I was going, a general uncomfort with myself, as well as no desire to step out of my house. With that aside however, I would have loved to go. I sometimes wish I wasn't so weak. Oh well, I'm sure they did awesome and no one missed me.


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March 08, 2004 11:48PM

Strange Timing
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

I spent most of today playing my recently purchased legal copy of Grand Theft Auto 3, from Rockstar Games. I've said so much about this game over the years that I've been writing these entries. It's open ended to new heights, with tons and tons and tons of things to do, some obvious, some hidden... you can play this game for years and still find new things every day.


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March 04, 2004 10:52AM

Indescribable Blahness
  • I lived with Ben on Cartier
  • I was with Linzie

I called Rob today and told him I wouldn't be able to get my new jewelry in, so I wouldn't be able to work. So, he said he was going to take me off the schedual, and if sometime in the future I come to work and show him that I've either gotten rid of my piercings, or hide them effectivly, he'll put me back on the schedual.. so I semi-quit today. Talk about fucked in the ass. I'm so fucked in the ass now. God dammit.


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