Excessive

God knows thats been my subject line hundereds of other times... but god dammit I have a headache and I shall declare such information on the internet!

I've been pretty uncomfortable and frustrated lately...

This isn't a real entry, just a catchup. I've been playing Phantom Brave lately... freaking out inside... getting paid friday.. buying things.

For most of yesterday I felt so nervous about... what seemed to be nothing... that I couldn't relax, or breath.. or whatever. Michelle commented a few times about how hard my heart was pounding and she could even see it as I stood there... I rock. I'm so gonna die young...

hung over, empty feeling, sick feeling, nervous feeling.

i want to go home

Something feels horribly wrong with me today. I don't feel like myself, I don't feel like this is my work, or my clothes, or my skin, or cuts, or house. I feel sickly nervous all the time, so much so that I had to bring a bottle of pepto to work. The only thing I have to eat today are apple products, and I don't plan on eating anything else. I'm sooo not doing well...

i loves me my greg